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why does it hurt so much? what is it all about? who am i really? what am i worth? people have told me that i am trash,
worth nothing, or even worse. at times i ask myself if they may be right...my heart bleeds so badly and everything i treasured
has been taken away. what hurts the most is the pain inflicted by the betrayal of those i had trusted, those who shared
so much with me. at times i wonder what God thinks of me. does he look at me the same way as they do? is he as disgusted
with me as they are?
Sunday, January 23, 2005
well we had our first almost-full band rehearsal...stefan got sick at the last fuckin minute!! so we were at jakes
house and we got a recording of Just Like You which i will be uploadin to the band site soon, we couldnt record our song cuz
STEFAN WASNT THERE!!! kylee came with us so shes pretty much the first person to see us play which is a special thing! tomorrow
theres school, i dont wanna go...o welll, sarah came over on saturday, it was fun, then she left, it was sad...then we tried
to get rouben and stefan to get there asses over here BUT rouben has to work at fucking Kroger and so he couldnt bring stefan
here and we coudlnt find anyone to fucking drive us to coppell!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!! then stefan gets sick for rehearsal!!! FUCK!!!!!
oh well its all good i guess...caitlin hasnt been on for a long time, where the hell did u go?! lol jk, thats it for now
cya
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